What’s
a KSI (Karmic Soul Investigation) detective you might ask?
A
KSI detective is someone who has decided to get to the bottom of his/her
issues, someone who is tired of being a victim of fate, and someone who is
awake enough as a soul to acknowledge that there is more to life that meets the
eye.
A
KSI detective is willing to pay attention to clues and to ask difficult
questions.
A
KSI detective is not going to jump to easy conclusions but has the patience to
wait and to investigate until the case is solved.
KNOW
THYSELF
We
are more than the sum of our personality experiences. If you are reading this
blog, you are most likely aware of your soul self. In many cases that soul self
comes with unresolved trauma and karmic knots.
We
all can continue to live our life from the place of our personalities. We can
be disciplined, hard working and do all the “right” things and yet, this
doesn’t guarantee success, health or happiness.
When
you keep stumbling over and over again, it might be time to start asking the
“right” question(s). And the million-dollar question(s) is (are):
“What
is truly blocking me? What am I stumbling over? Am I voting “yes” on my own
success? Where does the extreme fear/guilt/grief come from? Am I ready to
face/heal/forgive?”
I
like the analogy of being a detective. It adds a bit more practicality and
scientific research to the mix than certain more esoteric approaches.
Personally,
I like to have my spiritual practice integrated into every day life.
In
meditation we learn to strengthen our observer selves. It’s the part of the
conscience that like the neutral narrator can keep track of all aspects of self
without judging them.
That
narrator can easily be turned into the KSI detective.
“Interesting,
what do we have here…looks like another clue. The emotional body is
experiencing an anger tsunami every time X opens her/his mouth. Instead of
reacting I will mediate on it because I do not wish to continue my karmic
entanglements with X into the next ten future lives. So, let me see. What
exactly is it that triggers me? Is it the neediness in the tone? Is it the fact
that X always tries to boss me around? Do I feel responsible/helpless/entitled
in regards to my relationship with X? Is this pattern only obvious with X or
have I felt this before with other people that are similar to X?”
And
just like that, a good KSI detective has opened his/her first case file.
If
we don’t address deep-seated issues at the root, we will repeat them in one
form or another, sooner or later.
We
can use every day life to start collecting clues for the world continuously
reflects us back to ourselves.
Therefore,
some KSI detectives might derive some helpful clues from their acknowledgment
of their road rage, or their anxiety towards public speaking, or their fear of
drowning, or the fact that period movies playing in the early 1700 England
always evoke a deep sense of heartbreak and loss.
Whatever
it is, trust that the clues that stick out in your life are the road map to
truly knowing yourself and your soul and to pave a way for deep soul healing.
Maybe
it’s time for you to become a KSI detective this lifetime. If so, stay tuned
for more helpful tools in future posts.
If
not, enjoy the ride anyway…
