One of my biggest challenges this life has been to have
patience for myself and the process of life, especially, when I lack the larger
picture perspective, or the direction I was given suddenly changes. I do well
with information. If I know where I am going and the pathway has been shown to
me, I am willing to put up with a fair amount of discomfort. Otherwise forget
it! I will be upset, even if things are seemingly going well.
Unfortunately, I find myself over and over again in situations
with little to zero visibility forced to rely on my faith. All I can do in
these moments is to put one foot in front of the other until I find the next
clue. And of course, use this wonderful opportunity to work on and strengthen
my muscles for patience and surrender.
It does appear that many of us are involuntary members of
this mystery club called life.
One of the things that helps me continuously is the to look
at life as a treasure hunt.
When I admit to myself that I really don't know yet what
life has in store for me it is easier to look for the next clue and trust, that
I will have all the necessary information, as I need it.
Maybe my ultimate
destination is not the top of the mountain that was pointed out to me, but it
was the only thing I could see from the crossroad where I was standing.
Can I be flexible enough to correct my course along the
journey when my path changes once I meet the boat on the river? And when I climb into the boat, can I
allow the river to take me to wherever I am destined to go? And while doing so,
can I be present in the moment to absorb the gifts of the journey to their
fullest?
I am certainly still a work in progress in these matters but
I have learned to surrender quicker and to pay closer attention to life, for it
always has a way of working out.
In case of doubt, keep walking with a prayer in your heart
and the courage to put one foot in front of the other. Life is a mystery! Make
peace with that. Your journey will be different and unique and remember; within
the abundance of the Universe there will always be another clue.
Enjoy your treasure hunt! You too shall return home one day,
that is a promise!
