This is a very interesting topic that affects many of you
these days.
Let's start by defining the terms personality and soul:
1. Personality refers to your current life persona. It includes
your family history, your experiences this life, your physical form and all of
this life's data. We are usually born with a good dosage of amnesia, which
leaves us overly identified with our personalities.
2. Soul refers to your true energetic self that is present
within all lifetimes. It carries all the information of any experience you've
ever had as well as the emotional charge of trauma as including the memories of
successes and the accumulated wisdom of lessons learned.
During this specific juncture in human history many of you
will go through a spiritual awakening. The way I like to describe it is that
the soul conscience is breaking into the personality reality. Here is a visual:
Picture a moving canvas in orange and red representing the
personality. It changes forms like a kaleidoscope between triangles and
squares.
All of a sudden we have some waves of green and gold moving
through with patterns of circles and spirals. First there are only a few, still
allowing the orange and red patterns to dominate but as time progresses the
green and gold starts to influence the canvas more and more to the point where
the original pattern is vanishing giving way to a new moving picture. That is
the soul conscience breaking through.
Here are some of the symptoms that you might be experiencing
if you are going through this process:
1. You will most likely experience identity crises. Your
taste in foods, hobbies, friends and opinions can suddenly change to a
confusing degree. You might wake up in the morning, look in your closet and
feel like you have nothing to wear. Your life might feel like it only partial
fits and you wonder who the person was that made all these choices in regards
to your career, where you live and whom you spend your time with.
2. Your emotional body is suddenly flooded with strong
emotions that don't make sense in the context of your current circumstances.
Often, these are past life memories that for many of you will hit you emotionally
before the mental body catches up.
These emotions can be triggered by certain movies, art
exhibits, smells and flavors and as I said before, will seem disproportionately
intense in comparison to the trigger.
3. You might develop new interests and when you pursue them
you excel very quickly like you are remembering versus learning the skill from
scratch.
4.You have a strong pull to certain time periods in history
and go out of your way to collect information through books, movies and
anything else you can find.
5. Your view of life changes. You become curious about
topics like past lives, karma, soul healing and evolution. You develop a more
holistic view of your personality experiences.
6. You start to find conversations that are not soul
centered increasingly boring.
7. When people relate to your personality versus your soul
self you will tend to feel unseen and lonely.
8. As your perception of self shifts due to your old sense
of self giving way to your soul sense of self, you might feel like you are
living on shaky ground. This tends to be unsettling, uncomfortable and
confusing.
These are as always just some possible symptoms.
If you are going through this process, find a way to be
patient and compassionate with yourself. Remember that the way you are feeling
is normal and will pass, once you settle into your new reality perception.
The more you hang onto the familiar, the more painful the
process will be.
Be curious about this soul of yours and find creative ways
to explore it.
It is time to remember who you truly are and remembering is
all it is! Your soul ultimately is more familiar to you than your personality
ever could be and when you connect to that truth you will find that you finally
make sense.
I always find flower essences a very helpful tool during times
of extreme changes
(read post on flower essences for more info).
Enjoy the ride and don't forget to breathe!
