What To Expect When Soul-Conscience Breaks Into Personality-Reality

This is a very interesting topic that affects many of you these days.

Let's start by defining the terms personality and soul:

1. Personality refers to your current life persona. It includes your family history, your experiences this life, your physical form and all of this life's data. We are usually born with a good dosage of amnesia, which leaves us overly identified with our personalities.

2. Soul refers to your true energetic self that is present within all lifetimes. It carries all the information of any experience you've ever had as well as the emotional charge of trauma as including the memories of successes and the accumulated wisdom of lessons learned.

During this specific juncture in human history many of you will go through a spiritual awakening. The way I like to describe it is that the soul conscience is breaking into the personality reality. Here is a visual:

Picture a moving canvas in orange and red representing the personality. It changes forms like a kaleidoscope between triangles and squares.

All of a sudden we have some waves of green and gold moving through with patterns of circles and spirals. First there are only a few, still allowing the orange and red patterns to dominate but as time progresses the green and gold starts to influence the canvas more and more to the point where the original pattern is vanishing giving way to a new moving picture. That is the soul conscience breaking through.

Here are some of the symptoms that you might be experiencing if you are going through this process:

1. You will most likely experience identity crises. Your taste in foods, hobbies, friends and opinions can suddenly change to a confusing degree. You might wake up in the morning, look in your closet and feel like you have nothing to wear. Your life might feel like it only partial fits and you wonder who the person was that made all these choices in regards to your career, where you live and whom you spend your time with.

2. Your emotional body is suddenly flooded with strong emotions that don't make sense in the context of your current circumstances. Often, these are past life memories that for many of you will hit you emotionally before the mental body catches up.

These emotions can be triggered by certain movies, art exhibits, smells and flavors and as I said before, will seem disproportionately intense in comparison to the trigger.

3. You might develop new interests and when you pursue them you excel very quickly like you are remembering versus learning the skill from scratch.

4.You have a strong pull to certain time periods in history and go out of your way to collect information through books, movies and anything else you can find.

5. Your view of life changes. You become curious about topics like past lives, karma, soul healing and evolution. You develop a more holistic view of your personality experiences.

6. You start to find conversations that are not soul centered increasingly boring.

7. When people relate to your personality versus your soul self you will tend to feel unseen and lonely.

8. As your perception of self shifts due to your old sense of self giving way to your soul sense of self, you might feel like you are living on shaky ground. This tends to be unsettling, uncomfortable and confusing.

These are as always just some possible symptoms.

If you are going through this process, find a way to be patient and compassionate with yourself. Remember that the way you are feeling is normal and will pass, once you settle into your new reality perception.

The more you hang onto the familiar, the more painful the process will be.

Be curious about this soul of yours and find creative ways to explore it.

It is time to remember who you truly are and remembering is all it is! Your soul ultimately is more familiar to you than your personality ever could be and when you connect to that truth you will find that you finally make sense.

I always find flower essences a very helpful tool during times of extreme changes

(read post on flower essences for more info).

Enjoy the ride and don't forget to breathe!

Helpful Tools 3: Chakra Meditation

One of the things we all have to practice repeatedly while being human is proper alignment. Think about it!

The moment we lose our alignment, we lose our balance and stumble or fall.

This is true for the physical as well as the emotional, mental and energetic body.

If you look at great martial artists, you will see, they have mastered alignment and therefore can move graciously and powerfully through time and space.

I have found Chakra meditation to be a powerful tool and ally in my practice to maintain my alignment. As a structure, it provides specific assistance to strengthen weaker areas within self, as well as, keeping the energy body cleansed and well maintained.

If you are familiar with this form of meditation, dive right in.

Otherwise, I suggest doing some research.

One book I like is:

The Book Of Chakras by Ambika Wauters

There is plenty of good material out there on this topic. Trust your instincts and see what calls to you

Protection Manual: Useful Tips and Troubleshooting

One of the repeat items we all have to deal with is protection. This post is dedicated to energetic protection.

Let's start by getting a visual idea. The physical body has an immune system to protect it from disease. We can either, support and strengthen the immune system through supplements, a balanced lifestyle, dietary choices etc., or we can weaken it through neglect of our physical bodies, stress and toxic exposure.

  Similarly, we have a system that protects our energy bodies. Imagine yourself watching a cartoon and you can virtually see the energy in vivid color. If the energetic immune system is strong, the person is surrounded by a bubble of bright light possibly tinted in light shades of gold, white, pink, violet or green. This bubble allows light to filter through and purifies/transforms shadows and slimy green energies heading its way. Like a trampoline, unfit energetic clusters bounce off, so that the soul within the protection bubble can maintain its truthful self-expression. As you know from experience, there are times when we happily cruise through life, well protected, capable of holding our alignment even in the midst of challenging energetic circumstances, while at other times the slimy green and black specks make it through and we get sick. When that happens we want to apply some tools to strengthen our protection and to learn valuable lessons, as to why our energetic immune system was compromised in the first place.

1. First of all a couple of 101 reminders:

a) Darkness is the absence of light.

b) The Divine Forces (i.e. Guardian Angles) are not allowed to help unless you ask for it.

So the first thing you want to do when you feel like your protection has been undermined or you need a boost, ask for help!

c) Ask the divine beings to put a protective bubble of white light around your whole being in all time and all space (Visualization of a space-suit like white bubble where negative energies bounce off, Chakra-Meditation (see post), Flower Essences i.e. Golden Armor by Green Hope Farm (see post on Flower Essences) are useful additions to this step).

2. Get in the habit of regular energy clearings. The same way you need to take a shower to maintain your physical cleanliness, it is important to cleanse your aura, home and work space regularly in order to keep your energetic immune system strong. If we go back to our cartoon image you can see that if there are grey smudges in our light bubble, they would appear like cracks and these cracks can undermine our protection (If you are not familiar with clearing procedures yet, I will dedicate a future post just on clearing, in the meantime you might wish to already read the post: The importance of art and objects).

3. If you are dealing with a continuous collapse of your energy protection it is important to start troubleshooting since there are many possible reasons why a soul creates energy cracks due to internal, karmic patterns (read posts on Psychic Sponges, Energy Vampires, Enchantments and Curses).

a) The first step is always to have the awareness and ask the right questions.

Observe the situation and notice if a pattern has been established: "Every time I meet with so-and-so I feel drained. I wonder why?" "Whenever I go to crowded places, I start to feel heavy and tired. What is the reason that I can't stay in my frequency yet?"

b) Scan your system for negative/unresolved emotions like guilt, fear and empathy. We all have moments where we don't feel like we deserve to be in the light and

well-protected while we see other souls suffer. That is one of the things we all have to learn on our path to enlightenment. Can you enjoy your own good karma while others are still battling in hell? Do you allow yourself to have full divine support, even though you have made mistakes? How scared are you of other people's jealousy towards you if things start going too well? Are you addicted to drama because you are getting love and attention from your environment when you suffer? Is your soul committed to suffering because you feel that is the only way you are going to learn and evolve?

These are just a few examples that can lead you to potential internal saboteurs.

When you find an internal aspect that undermines your protection find ways to transmute that aspect. Often times, it is as simple as to make a different choice.

I.e. I am choosing to lead by example and stay in the light, because I can. That way I'll inspire the souls around me to do the same. Other people's jealousy is not my problem; my job is to stand in my truth, not to be a slave to other's dysfunctions. I am here as a student, not a master of this reality; therefore I do deserve a second chance and forgive myself for any wrong doings.

Going back to the cartoon example, the negative emotions have the power to create cracks from the inside. When you fill the cracks with light by transforming the negativity your bubble once more will be intact.

4. As always, this is by no means a complete guide on protection. Add any other tool and method that works for you and stay open and curious, Awareness is the key and all the answers needed will be provided, just stay open and curious!

The Difference Between Judgment And Truthful Observation

Many wonderful people I work with block their intuitive gifts because they are afraid to see something "bad". To them "bad" equals anything that is broke, hurt, shady or energetically compromised in some way. In order to avoid what seems like a negative judgment, they'd rather keep the third eye closed tightly and stay stuck in the mode of light projections (read post on light-and shadow projections).

If this is you, let me reframe your view!

When you break your arm, the x-ray at the doctor's office will show the fracture.

This is a fact, not a judgment. If the doctor told you that you are a horrible, ugly person because your arm is broken that would be a judgment.

The same is true for emotional or energetic circumstances. We are currently in a reality where few souls have realized their full divine potential. Many of us carry ancient battle scars, are trapped in old trauma loops and show behavior patterns motivated by ego and not the heart. The first step to heal is to come up with a truthful diagnosis. Most certainly a truthful read on something that hurts is not a clean bill of health, but rather an item that requires work and healing.

 As the saying goes: The truth will set you free.

So be brave and face what is and rest assured that no matter what you encounter, everything serves an educational purpose for the soul and can be healed, fixed and brought back into alignment.

And of course, we want to refrain from judgment, for no one is bad, horrible or less than because of their injuries.